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Feb 18, 2016 17:12:50 GMT -5
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Post by Kat on Feb 18, 2016 17:12:50 GMT -5
You're right..
Thank you Madoka.. I will get attacked, but I'll stand up to the attacks We've been attacked, and we'll be attacked again
No use worrying about it. Prayer is what's necessary
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Feb 20, 2016 4:46:03 GMT -5
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Post by ... on Feb 20, 2016 4:46:03 GMT -5
Things with Michael are going decently.. If I ignore him he eventually stops pming ....... I see... .... So... You too, huh? ....... Hahah....' Nobody cares... Now I see........ ........... I really can't trust anyone to ever understand me.......and so, they simply hate. .... Well, you don't want a PM? Fine. I'll make it gone. Shoulda just said so from the start. I despise humans now.
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Feb 20, 2016 10:48:20 GMT -5
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Post by Madoka on Feb 20, 2016 10:48:20 GMT -5
Things with Michael are going decently.. If I ignore him he eventually stops pming ....... I see... .... So... You too, huh? ....... Hahah....' Nobody cares... Now I see........ ........... I really can't trust anyone to ever understand me.......and so, they simply hate. .... Well, you don't want a PM? Fine. I'll make it gone. Shoulda just said so from the start. I despise humans now. Hi Michael.
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Feb 20, 2016 10:49:36 GMT -5
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Post by Kat on Feb 20, 2016 10:49:36 GMT -5
Fine, Michael Despise, and hate
You're so blind..
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Feb 21, 2016 1:55:27 GMT -5
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Post by michael the dark on Feb 21, 2016 1:55:27 GMT -5
Fine, Michael Despise, and hate You're so blind.. If I may, why is this? Perhaps because of what I see day to day? "You're blind." "You're the reason everything went wrong." "You had no right." "You're the worst of all men." "You only ever push." "I hate you, you're a jerk." I see this all the time from my "friends". I am so far drowned in negative feedback, that there might literally be no power in this world, or any other to pull me out. Issi had helped keep me only on the brink for so long, but, she faced this treatment too, and for far longer than myself. So, she collapsed. Everything. All of it. Gone. So, not even God himself could BEGIN to fix this! Of that I assure you! Humanity deserves my hatred for the way it treats me! Issi at least, was a decent person! I will be haunted for having legitimately lost her trust for some time! I don't know why you readded me to that PM, quite honestly, I'm at a loss on how I've not taken up witchcraft to curse you all sooner! I deserve to be Darned for the hurt I caused Issi, might as well let it be a possibility! and, no demon could ever outdo what you did to me! I will remain thinking myself among the worst of humanity for a while, and it's your own fault!
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Feb 21, 2016 2:25:32 GMT -5
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Post by Me on Feb 21, 2016 2:25:32 GMT -5
Maybe I went overboard there..but, there you have it.
I'm sick and tired of simply being blamed.
It has honestly cost me a great deal.
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Feb 21, 2016 9:20:07 GMT -5
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Post by Madoka on Feb 21, 2016 9:20:07 GMT -5
Fine, Michael Despise, and hate You're so blind.. If I may, why is this? Perhaps because of what I see day to day? "You're blind." "You're the reason everything went wrong." "You had no right." "You're the worst of all men." "You only ever push." "I hate you, you're a jerk." I see this all the time from my "friends". I am so far drowned in negative feedback, that there might literally be no power in this world, or any other to pull me out. Issi had helped keep me only on the brink for so long, but, she faced this treatment too, and for far longer than myself. So, she collapsed. Everything. All of it. Gone. So, not even God himself could BEGIN to fix this! Of that I assure you! Humanity deserves my hatred for the way it treats me! Issi at least, was a decent person! I will be haunted for having legitimately lost her trust for some time! I don't know why you readded me to that PM, quite honestly, I'm at a loss on how I've not taken up witchcraft to curse you all sooner! I deserve to be Darned for the hurt I caused Issi, might as well let it be a possibility! and, no demon could ever outdo what you did to me! I will remain thinking myself among the worst of humanity for a while, and it's your own fault! Michael? Curses always come back on the witch at some point. The most accomplished witch doesn't use them..
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Feb 21, 2016 9:27:04 GMT -5
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Post by Kat on Feb 21, 2016 9:27:04 GMT -5
Maybe I went overboard there..but, there you have it. I'm sick and tired of simply being blamed. It has honestly cost me a great deal. Welcome to my world You blamed me for a long time and got mad at me You say I pressured you and Issi, when the only thing I'm guilty of is rule enforcement I got accused of verbal assault because I answered a question You blame me for everything. Welcome to my world Michael
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Feb 21, 2016 10:24:27 GMT -5
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Post by Kat on Feb 21, 2016 10:24:27 GMT -5
Michael, if you try to curse me, the demons will flee me. I guarantee they will They flee me when Issi sends them my way to Every time a demon visits I say a prayer. Generally for the person who sent them
James 4:7(KJV) Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.
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Feb 21, 2016 10:30:09 GMT -5
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Post by Madoka on Feb 21, 2016 10:30:09 GMT -5
They're scared of you?
Woah. If Michael tries to curse you it will definitely be a waste of his time, and he'll have consequences later...
that makes it far less worth it for him
If he still can't see how pointless that would be, you'd be right about his blindness
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Feb 21, 2016 17:21:41 GMT -5
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Post by ... on Feb 21, 2016 17:21:41 GMT -5
You seriously get none of what I was saying..... ...... These are my emotions. A jumbled mess of negativity.
.... You only ever justify your actions. You never accept the consequences. Same way a child acts.
So, I guess it really is a waste of my time.
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Feb 21, 2016 17:42:03 GMT -5
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Post by Kat on Feb 21, 2016 17:42:03 GMT -5
You seriously get none of what I was saying..... ...... These are my emotions. A jumbled mess of negativity. .... You only ever justify your actions. You never accept the consequences. Same way a child acts. So, I guess it really is a waste of my time. You act just as childish, if not more so... Really, I have no need to justify myself to you. I often accept the consequences for my actions. But I see no reason to accept consequences when I didn't do anything wrong. But very well What consequences do you think I deserve for doing my job?
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Feb 21, 2016 17:44:57 GMT -5
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Post by Madoka on Feb 21, 2016 17:44:57 GMT -5
You seriously get none of what I was saying..... ...... These are my emotions. A jumbled mess of negativity. .... You only ever justify your actions. You never accept the consequences. Same way a child acts. So, I guess it really is a waste of my time. She told Issi in another thread she'd accept consequences She told you she'd accept getting reported by you That's not someone who never accepts consequences...
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Feb 21, 2016 18:59:58 GMT -5
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Post by michael on Feb 21, 2016 18:59:58 GMT -5
Huh... Well, true, I let my anger get the better of me.
My reason for anger remains the same though.
You have used your status as admin to excuse how you treated me.
"Part of your job"
I do not take that sort of thing from anyone. Even my mom got blocked when she started being hurtful.
Position, rank, there is no excuse for mistreating others.
I've come to despise myself for how my being depressed hurt others..
If I were to make an excuse, it would be that I was reaching out to specific people, and hoping they could do something.
But, that didn't make the ban pointless now, did it?
Same goes for you. If you hurt someone while doing your job, you owe them as a person, and should expect them to be upset for having been hurt.
As an aside, on the way you acted on your bible club group..It looked like you were trying to use God as a hurtful weapon. Things for you to consider.
In my case... My anger here...kinda does leave me with the impression it'd be impossible to make up with Issi..
I honestly wanted her there for my big day..
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Feb 21, 2016 19:48:27 GMT -5
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Post by Kat on Feb 21, 2016 19:48:27 GMT -5
Michael, you thought my dad's blog post was harassment. It's hard to take your opinion as to what happened on The Bible Club seriously because dad's blog wasn't harassing at all In any case, God wasn't being used as a "hurtful weapon".
The only thing I did on TMC was actually enforce the rules and it made you angry because according to you that's "hurtful" If you want to see something "hurtful" I can bring in Beta and have him cook you up on the trollburger grill.. I'm not apologizing for rule enforcement. And for the record, you were the one who brought it up for months on end, and got mad at me if I responded, stating I was more hung up on it than you If I changed the subject you said I turned a blind eye to the issue. Quite frankly, that's contradictory. Which was it?
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Feb 21, 2016 20:00:03 GMT -5
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Post by Madoka on Feb 21, 2016 20:00:03 GMT -5
Michael... I think you need to have your perception checked You seem to overreact from what I'm hearing
If you think of rules actually getting enforced on a forum you are on as a bad thing, then maybe you should try a different forum with rules you can abide by instead of harassing the admin you can get in touch with about a ban...
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Feb 21, 2016 20:01:06 GMT -5
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Post by michael on Feb 21, 2016 20:01:06 GMT -5
Fine. You obviously never got why I was angry with you at all.
It wasn't so simply about rule enforcement. You've used "Admin" as an excuse for plenty of non admin related things as well.
Anyway, it's deplorable the way you twist my words.
I stated that about the last third of his post. Not the entire thing. and only because it's that attitude that caused those holy crusade war things. People just like you, who wanted to force their perception of God's word unto other people's throats, via sword and dagger if need be.
Anyway, this whole series of events.. It's no small wonder people cause strife in LoZ community with your attitude.
I actually find myself sorely tempted to pull a raid, though I won't, just because of how you treat me!
I do not have to put up with this with any other group, anywhere!
They might tell me off, but they wouldn't subject me to this degree as you have!
So, you said you'd accept it if I reported you?
I didn't notice that as acceptance before..but I am so sorely tempted... All that keeps me from doing so is that small sense of knowing how destructive those buttons actually are..and a fear of using them, no matter who's on the receiving end........
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Feb 21, 2016 20:02:06 GMT -5
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Post by michael on Feb 21, 2016 20:02:06 GMT -5
Michael... I think you need to have your perception checked You seem to overreact from what I'm hearing If you think of rules actually getting enforced on a forum you are on as a bad thing, then maybe you should try a different forum with rules you can abide by instead of harassing the admin you can get in touch with about a ban... Madoka, this admin thing has been her excuse on other forums she DOESN'T admin as well.
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Feb 21, 2016 20:05:04 GMT -5
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Post by Kat on Feb 21, 2016 20:05:04 GMT -5
Fine. You obviously never got why I was angry with you at all. It wasn't so simply about rule enforcement. You've used "Admin" as an excuse for plenty of non admin related things as well. Anyway, it's deplorable the way you twist my words. I stated that about the last third of his post. Not the entire thing. and only because it's that attitude that caused those holy crusade war things. People just like you, who wanted to force their perception of God's word unto other people's throats, via sword and dagger if need be. Anyway, this whole series of events.. It's no small wonder people cause strife in LoZ community with your attitude. I actually find myself sorely tempted to pull a raid, though I won't, just because of how you treat me! I do not have to put up with this with any other group, anywhere! They might tell me off, but they wouldn't subject me to this degree as you have! So, you said you'd accept it if I reported you? I didn't notice that as acceptance before..but I am so sorely tempted... All that keeps me from doing so is that small sense of knowing how destructive those buttons actually are..and a fear of using them, no matter who's on the receiving end........ I merely state what the Bible says and pray really hard If that's terrible, fine. I'm proud to be a wretched person if that's your definition of horrible And no I haven't used admin as an excuse for non admin related things. You never cut out harassing me about bans.
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Feb 21, 2016 20:06:32 GMT -5
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Post by Kat on Feb 21, 2016 20:06:32 GMT -5
If you don't chill I really will bring in Beta and let him have a tasty nutritious sautéed troll burger, because you are a true internet troll.
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Feb 21, 2016 20:08:52 GMT -5
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Post by Madoka on Feb 21, 2016 20:08:52 GMT -5
Michael... I think you need to have your perception checked You seem to overreact from what I'm hearing If you think of rules actually getting enforced on a forum you are on as a bad thing, then maybe you should try a different forum with rules you can abide by instead of harassing the admin you can get in touch with about a ban... Madoka, this admin thing has been her excuse on other forums she DOESN'T admin as well. Well.. If you harrassed her about it like she said.. Ugh..
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Feb 21, 2016 20:10:54 GMT -5
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Post by michael on Feb 21, 2016 20:10:54 GMT -5
Anyway, I think you understand I'm kinda confused right now..
I'm kinda hung up, cause my guest list has holes in it..
From family, my little brother, and dad working in a corner..
Local friends.. My closest friend...and my little brother's closest friend.. Shame none of them can come.
MH group, Nano and, hate to admit it, Gabby.
Miiverse group, Wolf and Issi, though Issi hates me now..
Issi's group.. Umm.. Twili? .. I don't feel as much like anyone more associated with her is actually a particularly close friend...But Twili for sure. I'd be okay with Hero, or Twilight, or Jay, and I'd hoped to get to know Sam..and I can sympathize with Ximipe..and there's Twili.. Sadly, save Twilight, they all hate me...
RPC...they're probably fed up with me..otherwise, Fang, BEN, umm...Bri...Midnight's trusted, perhaps Hirari.. ........ So, out of those people.. I have..My dad..little brother..and, not in person, Wolf, Nano...and IDK if anyone else would make it.
.. AGH! So stressed out now that it's close! Just makes me more desperate to work things out completely!
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Feb 21, 2016 20:14:18 GMT -5
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Post by Kat on Feb 21, 2016 20:14:18 GMT -5
So you have problems... Lots of actual attention seeking trolls have problems. The two tend to meet according to my dad
I'm saying it like it is: you are a troll
Now that you know, you can make an effort to control your trollish tendencies. Or you can be mad at me for saying such a thing. That won't help you much, but you can be mad if you want. I don't mind
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Feb 21, 2016 20:14:42 GMT -5
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Post by michael on Feb 21, 2016 20:14:42 GMT -5
Kat, you really don't understand me as a person, at all.
Plus, like I said, I have never been treated in such a messed up way before.
I gladly welcome bans from such places, as I honestly wouldn't want to go back.
This place is pretty much at that point too.
I came to see if anything got left behind for me to see that could help work things out, and instead discovered that the person who revived a PM with me was complaining about having a PM with me.
It's honestly absurd, and several degrees of ridiculous.
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Feb 21, 2016 20:15:57 GMT -5
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Post by michael on Feb 21, 2016 20:15:57 GMT -5
So you have problems... Lots of actual attention seeking trolls have problems. The two tend to meet according to my dad I'm saying it like it is: you are a troll Now that you know, you can make an effort to control your trollish tendencies. Well, the way you act isn't actually all that different.
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