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Jan 29, 2016 12:48:52 GMT -5
Post by Madoka on Jan 29, 2016 12:48:52 GMT -5
I was simply going by what you said to come to a different conclusion, hon.
Were you actually as tossed aside as you think?
Perhaps your account was deleted, but it's not your site. the admins do as they please. you can be bitter about it, but that doesn't change it. how long did things go on until the account deletion?
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Jan 29, 2016 12:49:45 GMT -5
Post by Kat on Jan 29, 2016 12:49:45 GMT -5
Well, as you said.. Everyone's CAN be wrong. I just strongly dislike having it held over my head. If TMC is going to be mentioned, I absolutely will end up speaking for myself. Madoka, you weren't there. Yes, I did wrong. Yet, others did wrong as well. Because I was wrong..for that.. My account was deleted, and I was lied to. "Just a ban." "Everyone agreed." As if it were perfectly okay. As if NOBODY else had done wrong. It effectively buried anything others might need to own up to, and I hated that with a passion. What happened there.. I never bothered letting go because I knew full well it would happen again. You saw those screenshots of Aaron being made a meme. That could more or less be considered proof. That's how I was treated there, and nobody cared. It all got buried. Hidden. Tossed aside. I can claim to hold no grudge, but I absolutely am incredibly bitter. I can say I did wrong there, almost with my head held high, simply BECAUSE others swatted everything aside. I owned up, they never did, and instead, repeated the same treatment of others. I've stayed here too long though. Best of wishes... Can't promise I'll not be back, as I DO have plenty bothering me, but I'd rather not feel a need to return. not this again....
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Jan 29, 2016 12:50:00 GMT -5
Post by . on Jan 29, 2016 12:50:00 GMT -5
I don't think you did try. You pmed me back about that awkward thing you don't like being discussed.. *cough* I...I'm unsure which thing this is...and I'd appreciate it if it stayed non-discussed... If you're worried I'll go spill things you'd rather me not, don't be. ...... IDK how well I tried... But, when the kitty got to my lap.. I immediately felt crushed, and an imminent need to have my personal space back... It isn't always like that... But, I don't think it'll help me face depression... No one answer works for everyone... Madoka, another point I'd like to reply to...about me thinking Kat holds herself above me... Perhaps I'm wrong. I believe it, but, best to keep in mind that I don't know everything. It's just how I felt about how she acted.... Many months on end is quite the eroding experience.... .....For both involved...
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Jan 29, 2016 12:51:27 GMT -5
Post by . on Jan 29, 2016 12:51:27 GMT -5
Well, as you said.. Everyone's CAN be wrong. I just strongly dislike having it held over my head. If TMC is going to be mentioned, I absolutely will end up speaking for myself. Madoka, you weren't there. Yes, I did wrong. Yet, others did wrong as well. Because I was wrong..for that.. My account was deleted, and I was lied to. "Just a ban." "Everyone agreed." As if it were perfectly okay. As if NOBODY else had done wrong. It effectively buried anything others might need to own up to, and I hated that with a passion. What happened there.. I never bothered letting go because I knew full well it would happen again. You saw those screenshots of Aaron being made a meme. That could more or less be considered proof. That's how I was treated there, and nobody cared. It all got buried. Hidden. Tossed aside. I can claim to hold no grudge, but I absolutely am incredibly bitter. I can say I did wrong there, almost with my head held high, simply BECAUSE others swatted everything aside. I owned up, they never did, and instead, repeated the same treatment of others. I've stayed here too long though. Best of wishes... Can't promise I'll not be back, as I DO have plenty bothering me, but I'd rather not feel a need to return. not this again.... ..... Well.... It kinda WAS brought up..and I know full well that my silence would leave me without a say. and..it IS true that I'm incredibly bitter over it... ...... As for your status... Nya?
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Jan 29, 2016 12:55:41 GMT -5
Post by . on Jan 29, 2016 12:55:41 GMT -5
I was simply going by what you said to come to a different conclusion, hon. Were you actually as tossed aside as you think? Perhaps your account was deleted, but it's not your site. the admins do as they please. you can be bitter about it, but that doesn't change it. how long did things go on until the account deletion? Oh! I must've missed this! Yeah... I...honestly don't hold much against the staff regarding a ban for this very reason. It went on way too long..but, if it's gonna be lied about...if it isn't what they say it is... Plus...The fact that it wasn't JUST on my end...Cause, others were treating me, and not JUST me, though I'll not drag too much else into this, quite poorly. Well, I believe I have every right to be upset. There are just some things I feel I need to stand up to.
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Jan 29, 2016 13:00:03 GMT -5
Post by ...Uhh,,, on Jan 29, 2016 13:00:03 GMT -5
... Okay.. This is rather difficult... I want to get my point across... But I don't wanna just be raging and being too abraisive. ... Yet... If I'm not going hard about this.. I feel I'll just be pushed around. ..... I've my issues, you have yours. I'm gone from TMC, and I don't actually mind.
Just, please don't drag my name and actions through the mud over it? Get upset if you want to.. If I have that right, so do you... If there's a point you want to make...anything you'd like to argue, I'll do my utmost to listen, even if I don't agree...
Other than that.. I've said what I feel I must.
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Jan 29, 2016 13:17:27 GMT -5
Post by Madoka on Jan 29, 2016 13:17:27 GMT -5
I was simply going by what you said to come to a different conclusion, hon. Were you actually as tossed aside as you think? Perhaps your account was deleted, but it's not your site. the admins do as they please. you can be bitter about it, but that doesn't change it. how long did things go on until the account deletion? Oh! I must've missed this! Yeah... I...honestly don't hold much against the staff regarding a ban for this very reason. It went on way too long..but, if it's gonna be lied about...if it isn't what they say it is... Plus...The fact that it wasn't JUST on my end...Cause, others were treating me, and not JUST me, though I'll not drag too much else into this, quite poorly. Well, I believe I have every right to be upset. There are just some things I feel I need to stand up to. well.. were you and someone else upsetting people?
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Jan 29, 2016 13:28:08 GMT -5
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Post by . on Jan 29, 2016 13:28:08 GMT -5
Oh! I must've missed this! Yeah... I...honestly don't hold much against the staff regarding a ban for this very reason. It went on way too long..but, if it's gonna be lied about...if it isn't what they say it is... Plus...The fact that it wasn't JUST on my end...Cause, others were treating me, and not JUST me, though I'll not drag too much else into this, quite poorly. Well, I believe I have every right to be upset. There are just some things I feel I need to stand up to. well.. were you and someone else upsetting people? ....I already admitted to that, and pointed out that it was going both ways.. 60 page threads deliberately messing with others in that same meme-like fashion is simply unacceptable.. There was an extent to which it got addressed, but it never really left.. Again, think of those screenshots of how Aaron was treated. IDK if I can say it was as bad as those images at their worst, but it was certainly in that realm for months straight, only, this case, the people pestered got really upset over it. Take it as you will. I need to nap.
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Jan 29, 2016 13:42:18 GMT -5
Post by Madoka on Jan 29, 2016 13:42:18 GMT -5
so you're mad at them for joking around and teasing? is that it?
You're probably right that it wasn't ok for them to lie about the "ban" but remaining bitter about it keeps you trapped within a prison of your own making
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Jan 29, 2016 14:20:47 GMT -5
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Post by Dark Lord Michael on Jan 29, 2016 14:20:47 GMT -5
so you're mad at them for joking around and teasing? is that it? You're probably right that it wasn't ok for them to lie about the "ban" but remaining bitter about it keeps you trapped within a prison of your own making Heyyy! Don't forget, that same joking and teasing was enough reason for MikeyNyce, and I forget the other person, to get a ban all their own! That aside though, you've a point.. I wanna make light of this so badly! (Still working on sleep BTW.) I've got plenty of reason to be upset. I'm unsure what falls where though! I had the added bonus reason for my "ban" that I was depressed, and acting on it.. I do feel as though that bears significance all its own.. I do not want to have people runnin' an' hidin' from me! Twili, Kat, the old chat groups I was part of. They all left and decided to ignore me instead of facing me.. I'm practically Dark Lord/World Conqueror status by now! Kat's been persistent, but I wanna be defeated to some extent LOL. Preferably by one of the people I called friend who just up and left cause they wouldn't face me! Get where I'm coming from? Eh, I can't press on right now though.
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Jan 29, 2016 14:57:41 GMT -5
Post by Kat on Jan 29, 2016 14:57:41 GMT -5
Michael, I'm not afraid of facing you, I actually just want to be left alone. same for everyone else involved, probably
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Jan 29, 2016 22:10:49 GMT -5
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Post by ... on Jan 29, 2016 22:10:49 GMT -5
...I guess so...
Something about this really bites though!
Eh.. Well, no grudge, and I'm kinda trying to move on means, while I can't ignore the topic should it come up, whether from an occasion to work stuff out with someone, or someone just throwing it out there in response to me being upset...
I really, honestly AM tired of this!
I'll be me... Don't bother me over this, or try to reference it, and I think I can keep away from it now.
Doesn't mean there aren't people I wanna patch things up with, or things I wanna find a more peaceful end to. But yeah.
I'll seeya when I Cia.
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Jan 29, 2016 22:27:32 GMT -5
Post by ... on Jan 29, 2016 22:27:32 GMT -5
Kat.. I saw your rant on RPC.
Hope you end up alright!
I'll be there mostly now though.
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Jan 30, 2016 1:46:14 GMT -5
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Post by ★Issi★ on Jan 30, 2016 1:46:14 GMT -5
Wtf -_-
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Jan 30, 2016 2:09:16 GMT -5
Post by .. on Jan 30, 2016 2:09:16 GMT -5
.... Yeah...
.... I'm still a bit screwed up over what happened...
Sorry if this bothered you Issi!
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Jan 30, 2016 18:11:41 GMT -5
Post by It's me on Jan 30, 2016 18:11:41 GMT -5
.... Hey... I'm thinking.. I'd like to apologize over that argument... I don't expect emotions to settle down for a while...
But, it no longer holds its purpose.
Sorry...
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pokeaidan
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Jan 31, 2016 14:32:17 GMT -5
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Post by pokeaidan on Jan 31, 2016 14:32:17 GMT -5
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Jan 31, 2016 14:47:39 GMT -5
Post by Kat on Jan 31, 2016 14:47:39 GMT -5
Hi Aidan :3
come here to watch?
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Feb 18, 2016 16:00:48 GMT -5
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Post by Madoka on Feb 18, 2016 16:00:48 GMT -5
It's been a bit since I've been here.. I've been hanging in real life
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Feb 18, 2016 16:47:09 GMT -5
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Post by Kat on Feb 18, 2016 16:47:09 GMT -5
Hello.
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Feb 18, 2016 16:48:54 GMT -5
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Post by Madoka on Feb 18, 2016 16:48:54 GMT -5
Hi Kitten
How goes it? Are things better with Michael?
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Feb 18, 2016 16:50:15 GMT -5
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Post by Kat on Feb 18, 2016 16:50:15 GMT -5
Things with Michael are going decently..
If I ignore him he eventually stops pming
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Feb 18, 2016 16:51:00 GMT -5
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Post by Madoka on Feb 18, 2016 16:51:00 GMT -5
Is there something else on your mind?
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Feb 18, 2016 16:53:50 GMT -5
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Post by Kat on Feb 18, 2016 16:53:50 GMT -5
Yeah..
But The Bible Club must keep going in spite of things..
I mustn't get distracted from what it was built for: Telling others about God
I can't make Issi take God's gift... But I can pray for her really hard and keep The Bible Club going
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Feb 18, 2016 17:07:23 GMT -5
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Post by Madoka on Feb 18, 2016 17:07:23 GMT -5
Your dedication is admirable
I could never run a forum like that...
Just a warning It will definitely get attacked, if it hasn't been already
It's getting attacked because the enemy(Satan, and demons) because they don't like your message. No matter what medium you use to get out the message you'll be faced with one.
Ephesians 6:12 (KJV)
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
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