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Post by Deleted on Jan 11, 2016 13:39:26 GMT -5
..Look, I've fallen WAY too far.. Just ban me so I don't have to look back..
You're admin, right? and I've done wrong? Why is it so hard? ... I'm sick of being betrayed, abandoned, lied to, and being incapable of doing any right whatsoever... I'm not even a person to others anymore...
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Post by Kat on Jan 11, 2016 13:40:39 GMT -5
When you called me exactly like a Miiiverse admin, that was incredibly hurtful.. it's not the truth. Miiverse admins don't argue with others, or even show any signs if having feelings..
It was just something you said to hurt me, because you were so angry about the fact that I did my job.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 11, 2016 13:42:31 GMT -5
I said that? ..... Ugh.. Well, that's a mistake on me!
..Doesn't mean you've said, or done nothing hurtful to me! ..... Just don't ignore everything else I say! ...... ... I guess, trying to speak up is entirely pointless...
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Post by Deleted on Jan 11, 2016 13:43:34 GMT -5
...Again though... You seem to forget what I said.. This isn't about you as an admin.. You've continued pulling the admin card LONG after I got past the bit on TMC! You denied working things out with me as a person! You didn't really consider what you might've done wrong.. Even that one PM where almost everyone was asking you to look right in front of you, at how others wanted you to understand! Instead, for every issue, for months on end.. You've clung so absolutely to your role as admin, and NEVER tried to be a person! Then, there's the way that.. Well.. You easily drove me into the ground as hard as I drove you.. Probably even harder.. When there is literally nothing in your head except for every little detail of every little thing you've done wrong.. No kindness for others.. No feeling except for betrayal, for sorrow, for regret, for abandonment, for all those little things you did.. That literally every action you took was wrong..and you begin to steep yourself in it...and doubt the very being of who you are.. Have you never considered that was the effect your constant admonishment had on me?! Plus the way Twili lied to me, right up until the end when he took Issi ans Arceus away.... ..I knew something was wrong.. I was just too much of an idiot to notice what... WHO AM I?! Here... Again... If you can't answer to this, in full, at the least... Just do away with me..
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Post by Kat on Jan 12, 2016 7:39:59 GMT -5
It's a bit difficult to not do some of those things when you decide pestering me for months on end about what happened is a good idea..
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Post by Kat on Jan 12, 2016 7:51:41 GMT -5
You think I'm a bully for not working things out with you..
Realistically, I'm tired of you bugging me about the past.
I'm not about to work things out with someone who brings up what happened, and gets mad at me for responding to what was said, while accusing me of being more hung up than you are, all while being the one who brought it up to begin with.. It's like you don't see that you were the one who kept on bringing it up..
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Post by Deleted on Jan 12, 2016 11:45:11 GMT -5
...Realistically, you should ban me then.. Bye. I have absolutely nothing left here.. I should just get up the nerve to delete my account already..
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Post by Deleted on Jan 12, 2016 11:48:55 GMT -5
After all... You clearly won't bother.. I'm upset cause you can only see yourself past YOUR breaking point, like that's all that matters, and I'm positively seething cause I'm kept well past mine.
......... Everyone else let it slide cause they don't wanna stress you, I want it to never happen again.
Failing that though.. Everyone else has already forsaken me. I no longer matter as a person.
So, get rid of me.. That's an order!
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Post by Deleted on Jan 12, 2016 12:05:07 GMT -5
One last comment before that though..
Kat, I'm not one for completely giving up.. I despair, but don't /completely/ give in.
Yet, there is absolutely no peace I can make so long as you refuse to truly accept your own mistakes, and simply continue to leave all the fault with me!
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Post by Deleted on Jan 12, 2016 16:59:00 GMT -5
...I'm not banned...
Kat, should I take this to mean you're willing to try and bury the hatchet?
I would like X and Ximipe to come as well. I have a thread open for this.
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Post by Kat on Jan 12, 2016 22:04:21 GMT -5
I've been at a horse show all day..
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Post by Deleted on Jan 12, 2016 22:10:36 GMT -5
Oh... .... Well.. Do what you will... ... I WOULD like to finally sort this out though.. If it's even possible.. ...
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Post by Deleted on Jan 12, 2016 22:13:45 GMT -5
...Before you decide... I'm sorry I hurt you! (In case you didn't see my other apologies... I forget how many times.. A dozen? Half dozen?)
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Post by Kat on Jan 27, 2016 17:01:07 GMT -5
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Post by Kat on Feb 28, 2016 21:16:18 GMT -5
I think we should study up on Job..
Job 1
1 There was a man in the land of Uz, whose name was Job; and that man was perfect and upright, and one that feared God, and eschewed evil.
2 And there were born unto him seven sons and three daughters.
3 His substance also was seven thousand sheep, and three thousand camels, and five hundred yoke of oxen, and five hundred she asses, and a very great household; so that this man was the greatest of all the men of the east.
4 And his sons went and feasted in their houses, every one his day; and sent and called for their three sisters to eat and to drink with them.
5 And it was so, when the days of their feasting were gone about, that Job sent and sanctified them, and rose up early in the morning, and offered burnt offerings according to the number of them all: for Job said, It may be that my sons have sinned, and cursed God in their hearts. Thus did Job continually.
6 Now there was a day when the sons of God came to present themselves before the Lord, and Satan came also among them.
7 And the Lord said unto Satan, Whence comest thou? Then Satan answered the Lord, and said, From going to and fro in the earth, and from walking up and down in it.
8 And the Lord said unto Satan, Hast thou considered my servant Job, that there is none like him in the earth, a perfect and an upright man, one that feareth God, and escheweth evil?
9 Then Satan answered the Lord, and said, Doth Job fear God for nought?
10 Hast not thou made an hedge about him, and about his house, and about all that he hath on every side? thou hast blessed the work of his hands, and his substance is increased in the land.
11 But put forth thine hand now, and touch all that he hath, and he will curse thee to thy face.
12 And the Lord said unto Satan, Behold, all that he hath is in thy power; only upon himself put not forth thine hand. So Satan went forth from the presence of the Lord.
13 And there was a day when his sons and his daughters were eating and drinking wine in their eldest brother's house:
14 And there came a messenger unto Job, and said, The oxen were plowing, and the asses feeding beside them:
15 And the Sabeans fell upon them, and took them away; yea, they have slain the servants with the edge of the sword; and I only am escaped alone to tell thee.
16 While he was yet speaking, there came also another, and said, The fire of God is fallen from heaven, and hath burned up the sheep, and the servants, and consumed them; and I only am escaped alone to tell thee.
17 While he was yet speaking, there came also another, and said, The Chaldeans made out three bands, and fell upon the camels, and have carried them away, yea, and slain the servants with the edge of the sword; and I only am escaped alone to tell thee.
18 While he was yet speaking, there came also another, and said, Thy sons and thy daughters were eating and drinking wine in their eldest brother's house:
19 And, behold, there came a great wind from the wilderness, and smote the four corners of the house, and it fell upon the young men, and they are dead; and I only am escaped alone to tell thee.
20 Then Job arose, and rent his mantle, and shaved his head, and fell down upon the ground, and worshipped,
21 And said, Naked came I out of my mother's womb, and naked shall I return thither: the Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord.
22 In all this Job sinned not, nor charged God foolishly.
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Post by Madoka on Feb 28, 2016 21:24:43 GMT -5
Job? I don't know what brought this on, but it's relevant to certain situations, in a way as you delve deeper into it
excellent choice
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Post by Kat on Feb 28, 2016 21:39:55 GMT -5
thanks God led me to it recently. he wants me to read up on it
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Post by чυкιтεяυ чυкι on Jun 3, 2018 22:30:48 GMT -5
When I was a young lad, I read the Bible in its entirety 30 times. I am not Christian myself, but I was a bored b/itch. I really like to read, but this forum and its Michael The Incel drama has caused me to vomit all over my brand new Gucci shoes. Disgusting. Absolutely disgusting. You are all the human equivalent of just a steaming pile of shi/t. I would rather get my other eye stabbed out than have to read anymore of this garbagepile of ellipsis.
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